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| sooo... i'm hearing from every friend from other schools how good their bands are... and to all of you who compete against maryville, you will kick out butts, bc we suck right now. AND.. we only have ONE of FOUR songs on the field.. we have less than three weeks until homecoming... we had our first football game on friday, and of course, we lost.. but that wasnt the funny part, the funny part was when during the half time show our student body (or a good majority of it) turned their backs on the band... <<they literally turned around>>.. and it was all because jeremiah (lead snare) wrote this horrible note to a guy who quit drum line (they guy quit band bc the football team was making fun of him).. and he had the battery sign it... and it dissed to football team really bad, so now our whole school hates the band.. it was sad and i felt horrible. but o well, maryville revolves around football and basketball, what else could i expect?? so, i was happy that this was three day weekend, but it was so bad. friday was the game, and i told you the outcome of that.. saturday was alrite, but nothing special.. and then i got hung up on... and sunday SUCKED, other than i got some really cute clothes. i was so worried and upset by the end of the night that i was physically sick All night.. i d k.. i'm really upset, but i dont think i should get into it on xanga.. bc i might be totally wrong w/ what im feeling, and that would create a huge wreck. tomorrow is my second tennis game of the season, and i'm pretty excited. i think i might have a good chance of winning, but i'm not sure. im not really too excited about playing number one varsity, bc that means that everyone i play is going to be amazing...  .. and i am a bad loser.. i'm sorry this post was sorta depressing, but i cant write happy things when i'm just purely not happy at all. iloveyouguysanddontforgetit.. serena nakale | | |
| i guess the worst finally took her,
the words that were never meant to hurt so much,
but to someone they did,
that joke they told,
the visible whispers,
it kills souls,
ruins self esteem,
and makes one feel like lifes not worth living.
yesterday, one of my classmates from way back hung herself from a beam in her basement. although i was never very close to her, the fact that someone was suffering to the point of sucicide makes my stomach churn to the point of sickness. the fact that she probably didnt think she deserved to live, or maybe she was told that. i beg this of all of you who read this.. please treat everyone with the respect that you yourself would want. because some people will sit at home and stew about the words that were hurtfully bestowed upon them... and it hurts to think that at one point in my life, i have probably said or done something that really hurt someone. hurt them so bad, and i hope that from this experience we all learn something.
you will be missed cassara. may God bless you in you journey to come...
serena nakale | | |
| i havent really updated very much recently. probably because my life has been overcome with tennis. i love tennis, i really do. but playing for five hours every day is, tooo much. lol.
today was my second challenge match, and i think i'm sitting at #2 on the team. i'm really glad that i'm not #1 bc then i would be forced to play all the girls that go to state. last year our top player didn't win a single match.and i thought she was good.
my boyfriend, tanner, is amazing and i miss him. yeah, i know, i'm pathetic, but o well, i can deal with that. i finally found a guy who doesnt just want to use me.
school starts next wednesday, and i'm dreading it. but o well, a new year means new friends, and more stuff to learn. yay.
much love,
serena nakale | | |
| so wow.. it really has been awhile since ive updated.
a lot has happened.
i went to DC and marched in the National Fourth of July parade w/ the band.. it went fairly well, besides the fact that when it was over five ppl had heat stroke, and a bunch of other ppl got really sick. but the trip was pretty fun!
when i got home, the next day was my birthday.. and then i went to shelley's house in KC. it was a ton of fun.. holy crap was it fun. lol. i found a new boy there. and i hope to keep him around for a long time. but who knows... after i spent the week w/ shelley, she came up and spent the night in the ville w/ me and she had herself a bunch of fun too!! ((((you and julian are soooo cute)))).. and when the movie was over there was a lot of evidence to hide . haha. it was great. i had soo much fun, but i'm just enjoying the down time before band camp starts next week .. it shall prove interesting... i miss my friends..the ones i havent seen in forever.. it makes me sad, very sad..
well. im sure im missing something.. so feel free to comment.
much love.
serena nakale | | |
| the float trip was A.M.A.Z.I.N.G!!! okay, so i'm was HORRIBLE at canoeing, but it was still fun! All the boys thought i would be funny to tip my boat over a millon times.. haha guys, haha **evil death rays**.. my canoe partner, sarah, and i had soo much fun though, even though we often found ourselves running into the river banks and into trees.. we averted disasters more than a few times.. but now i look like ive been beaten, haha, bc i have a millon bruises.. because the wild rapids made me fall out of the boat, and then the boat RAN over me.. lol, i'm such a loser!! but, all in all, the float trip was just what i needed to help me get over a pathetic heart break.. i love my youth group!!
i really really hope that maryville's marching band will be ready for washington D.C.... i think that we are going to be in a lot of trouble unless we starting cracking the whip hard!! there is really something wrong when half of the group doesn't even know how to "dress right" properly! and that is the least of our problems. seven out of ten people dont even know what proper marching form is .. it's not good, and i'm not the best section leader, i want joe to come back from Austrailia!!!! I MISS YOU JOE!! ((and when you read this know that i have half the music memorized.. yes, i know, i am amazing!))
i'm scared for mondays swim meet.. omgosh, at the meet on wednesday i added 5 seconds to my breast stroke time, and 3 seconds to my free style time.. not good, not good at all.. hopefully that was just "first swim meet gitters"..
i still miss all of my friends .. hopefully i'm going to learn how to cope soon!! if not, i'm going to be a sad soul for a long time!
i have to go though kids, i have a debate party at Chapmans! but comments would be appreciated!
XOXO,
serena nakale | | |
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